December 2009
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Dear 2009,
You’ve tested my patience, my will, my strength, you continually pushed me to brinks where I fell into numbing hurt. I’ve lost but more importantly I learned. The experiences the memories are all bittersweet and I’ll gladly write them down in my book of the past. My hearts been shattered countless times by those who promised to stick by me. You’ve showered me with heart...
“A year is just a number, you don’t need to wait till 2010 to start brand...”
– Melissa Liang <3 what would I do without her.
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Excuse me..
If I’m trying to live my own life, excuse me if I have my own opinions, excuse me if I have my own style, excuse me if I don’t want to live my life according to how you want it.
I know you speak spiteful words for the best of me.
But it still cuts me, I love you, I do, but I’m sorry if I do me.
Don’t temper with who I love. Don’t look down on me. Don’t ever...
When High Hopes Keep You On A Low...
If someone wants to be a part of your life,...
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Good God Avatar A GREAT Movie!
Just came back from seeing with babe, mom, pops and the brahda. Three hours was well spent, even better in 3-D.
Off to bed !
It's that random kiss on the forehead that makes...
Rambles of Questions
Give me the definition of “good enough,” Show me an example, & I’ll do my best to follow. But answer me this. When I do reach it, what else is next? something better than the first? When does it stop & when does it begin? Why does this even matter when such things are considered unconditional? When does living for myself really begin & what got in my way in the first...
My Mind Plays the Tricks, But My Heart Pays the...
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Holidays are different this year
because I have the luxury to actually get everyone in my family presents for once. I’m actually stable enough to give a gift to everyone in my life who really matters. Though my account balance is on the low, and my credit card bill is on the hike, all the shopping was well worth it. Just a small token of what they mean to me. Especially my family, there was never once where anyone would...
As I clicked on to blackboard...
and saw my grades. Three A’s and one B.
I’ve got a big grin on my face.
Two jobs, full time student, family, boyfriend and friends.
I handle ( I don’t wanna brag )
But it took a lot of effort and for once in my life, I’m really proud of myself.
Hello Winterbreak.
Officially done with my fall semester, ready to embark plenty of journeys through winter break.
I started to catch a cold but I’ve been doing all I could to fight the bug, I’ve got packets of emergen-c to prove it.
Saturday reunited with a few good friends of mine who are always up for the random, and decided to hike Eaton Canyon falls. Due to time restraints we only went for the 2...
Correction..
I don’t miss them..I miss how they used to be.
Liberation
I finished all my finals strong, and winter break has just begun :].
I have a list of priorities that need to be taken care of, but I’m happy that school has been lifted off my shoulders until next semester.
I love that feeling of working hard for something you deserve..no matter what it is a grade or a paycheck for example. It’s a rewarding feeling.
Now to get into that holiday...
I'm Not A Complicated Girlfriend.
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I don’t expect you to text me 24/7. I don’t expect you to call me everyday. I don’t expect you to put me in front of your boys. I don’t expect you to ditch all your girl best friends for me. I don’t expect you to surprise me with roses. I don’t expect you to buy me the world on my birthday. I...
When it comes down to a person
Despite their faults, despite their mistakes, despite the wrong they’ve done..
They’re still a person’s brother, sister, son, daughter, cousin, niece, nephew, grandson, grand daughter. There’s still someone there that has at least an ounce of love and care for that person.
When that person lays in their deathbed, we always have to remember this despite their paths that...
Things don't get lost if they don't have value -...
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“Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing, we all want...”
– Have a Little Faith, Mitch Albom (via beautiful-quotes)
It sickens me
Dad called me after I got off work to tell me about one of the machines at Fashion Island. Apparently, some jackass broke the glass and tried to rob the money.
—Listen here, I understand that this is a hard time for many people, and by all means do what you gotta do to make your ends meet, but when it comes down to vandalizing someone else’s property, making someone else have to...
In a state of nostalgia.
I miss how everything used to be.
My glass is half empty.
It’s hard to explain…I’ve had my share of emotional loss this year.
“You can’t judge my choices without understanding my reasons.”
“You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day.
It’s okay to...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
My eyes feel heavy, and so does my heart.
“I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it. That explains the...”
– Alice In Wonderland (via mylovenotes)
Before getting my study on..
I have to check my facebook and tumblr or else I’ll be continuously distracted.
Quiet study lounge and the girl next to me is watching Korean dramas and I can hear it through her head phones…-_-
Everyone in here looks beat and tired, I see lack of sleep and lots of determination to get past these few days until dreaded finals. The guy outside is making me crave a stoggie, but...
As shit hits the fan
I’m trying to find an umbrella.
This hasn’t been my best week.
Motivated
Woke up this morning with a whole lot of drive to..
Conquer my finals and to lose that “love gain” and get my ass back into tip top shape again. BCP you will not get the best of me!!
Off to the gym I go.
Rain.
Standing in the middle of the sidewalk, umbrella on the floor, face up towards the sky. I let the heaven’s tears stream down my own cheeks. Wash away these sins, these heartbreaks, these past atrocities that have begun to seep. Days, Weeks, Years worth of tears that have been held inside Now hitting the cement pavement, with an expectation For a new day to arise. The sound of the haunting...
I hate dreaming about how things are alright and...
Saturdaze.
Spent most of the morning cleaning eating and lounging. Finally got up to clean the kitchen, do laundry, and shower. Currently getting ready to get my Christmas shopping on.
What joy Christmas shopping and studying. It doesn’t mix well, but its gonna happen one way or another.
Baby said we can go to Griffith Park to the Light Festival, I’m excited. =]
Time to go on with the day.
I've...
been studying for a good 2 hours or so for math exam. Took a 10 min break to go to Walgreens, came back took out contacts and scrubbed the shit out of my face with my new face scrub, and got back on that math..checked grades and realized I’m gonna have to kill this test to maintain my A.
My goal has always been to get above average grades, it’s just maintaining them..especially for...
Ego-centric.
Admit it we all are, we’re so wound up with our own lives that we don’t know how to put ourselves in other people’s shoes. We forget that our friends are not just mere pieces that fit in our lives, but that they are their own persons, dealing with life & dwelling in problems—just like you.
When we finally realize this centrism—We back up, let go, let the strong...
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xoxomaricelle:
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Add up the things you’ve done and the total with be your title.
1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $3.00 3. Got drunk: $7.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $5.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $5.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00...
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See you can...
Instead of studying..
I’m sitting in the Pollak library, going through music and tumblr. Finals in two weeks and I’m not feeling the pressure yet. But oh I will be..One class to go and I just wanna go home and curl up and sleep.
-Wash car -New tires -fill up tank -Finish math -go over final presentation -start on reflection -print reviews -start on econ review and online hw -wash dishes -rearrange closet...
Because he has a way...
With reading my tone of voice, of pulling me over at the right times, of finding the right places to plant kisses, of telling me I need to set my priorities straight, of making me feel not so alone when everyone turned their back against me, of providing a structure to lean on and backing a way so I can stand there on my own, of just being there to provide reassurance.
I had my doubts before, but...