February 2010
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Hush, Hush dear heart you’ll be okay.
January 2010
55 posts
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Shes naturally attractive Speaks with adlibs,...
Can’t sleep-Above&Beyond
Its 5am
And all I’ve been doing is tossing and turning.
Can’t seem to go back to sleep.
Heavy chest feeling, why don’t you go away?
Lady Brown-Nujabes
Songs like this make me...
let us be slow to judge, but quick to forgive
Everyone gets that funk.
That funk where you’re in a really dark place and you’re not sure how to get out.
After having a talk with my sister, it looks as though we’re both at that place. Holding our knees to our ears and rocking—figuratively of course.
Even if we’re not alone, you feel alone. The smallest things like the tag of your shirt begin to bother you. It’s that itch you...
Before I submerge myself in the world of Macro &...
I figured I should leave a blog before I start creating mindless blogs when studying or doing hw.
I woke up exhausted today, amazing what tears can do. Had trouble getting out of bed and jumped into gym clothes and headed to school early so I could sleep in my car some more. 8:30 came along and I found myself in a room with over 150 students staring at more econ powerpoints. Lovely. Really it is....
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First day of school
Woke up around 6am, came to school about 7, and swooped myself parking on the first floor—that is the business. But I guess since there aren’t any Spring transfers, parking isn’t too big of a deal lately. Shrug. 8:30am Econ classes are surely not the business, but its a must do. Ate a turkey sandwich and sat in the cold in the quad and caught up with Nhi and Alyssa, since its...
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“When the years are showing on my face
And my strongest days are gone
When my...”
– Arithmetic-Brooke Fraser
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rawshyt:
Trey Songz - I Gotta Go
throw back.
...
Time to bid farewell..
to my winterbreak. Yeah it might have been less than memorable, but it was enough to rest my bones for a while. That’s all I needed as I prepare myself to embark a tough upcoming semester.
Though some relationships have completely dwindled, some became solid as steel. I’m reassured that I’m content and happy with my life. I still can find a reason to smile with or without some...
Hey Mr. Sunshine it's been a while. It's good to...
“Sometimes things just bother you. Everthing is perfectly fine, nothing’s wrong,...”
– (via loveandcigarettes)
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I knew.
As you felt that tension grow, as you pulled away. As I crawled back into your arms and you kept your eyes shut tight. As you found excuses to not look me in the eye. As you pressed your face against my jacket. Finally you opened your eyes, and yours eye were shot red.
I knew what you were fighting. I just never knew I’d be the girl to break you down like this. I love you I do, as much as...
You won't know unless you give it a try..
“We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a...”
– W. Somerset Maugham
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Almost 2am
The rain settled down. Drove down a few blocks with knocked out electricity on the way to babe’s after copping a few hours at work. Haven’t seen it pour like this in ages, tornado, hail warning in the oc? That’s unheard of.
Having some trouble getting myself into bed.
Tired of conversing with my parents, because their negativity is a bother.
You know sometimes I wish something...
Tornado warning in the OC? Whatttttttt?
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“If you be my star
I’ll be your sky
You can hide underneath me and come...”
– Boats & Birds-Gregory and the Hawk.
Love songs like this on rainy days.
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The Love Song- K-Os
It's easy not to care what people say It's harder to pretend and try Cuz they can only love you from yesterday I'm looking at the now they pose high I'm just a man who's walking They stand around and keep talking They tried to clip my wings But wisdom fills so many things
“Sometimes you don’t even know anything’s changed. You think you ‘re still you...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate....”
– unknown.
Lazy Sunday.
Or not so lazy Sunday..Celebrating the brothers 34th today with family, babe, and dad’s few friends. Should be good. My tummy’s still doing weird flips, but I think I’m feeling better.
My friday was well spent shopping with Whit. Always good to get a few items off the gift cards I got from Christmas. Then headed to babe’s to kick it with the boys ( and Kat ) at...
Picture-Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow.
One of the few...
I want
I want to be swayed..swooned with so much adrenaline my bones shake. I want to smile with so much satisfaction my face hurts. I want excitement running through my veins. I want to run out of breath, I want to be lost for words. I need this.. I need to feel alive.
I want that high off of life.
A little piece of heaven, everyone deserves it.
Whether it’s doing what you love, grasping a long awaited goal, or being in the arms of someone that can make your world go round.
Embrace it; make it last.
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect....”
– Bob Marley (via eletheowl)
Expectations.
Had another one of those sit down serious-talk-lets-get-straight-to-business-talks with mom today on my future expectations.
Whether or not I want them to or not these expectations will be placed on my shoulders within two years. This house that we live in— this home that we’ve built. The 9 years of memories engraved in these walls and ceilings will become my own financial...
Rainy day
Woke up around 5am to run to the bathroom to pee, that theraflu shit always creeps up on me in the middle of my sleep.
Dreams—more like nightmares woke me up with thoughts I shouldn’t be ever reprimanded with. Its all just a dream.
My blackberry is finally fixed, but something about this phone doesn’t feel right. Just a lot of old memories. I was bittersweet to find some old...
Stuck in bed--till 2
Trying to rest up for an anticipated day of work. Oh joy..No boo time. Pft. It’s gonna be weird when school starts up again and I’m back on the major grind of balancing school and work—which means quality time is cut in half..Not looking forward to it since I’m upping the amount of units I’m taking this semester. But you do what you gotta do in the life in pursuit of...
“People want to show interest, but not too much.
People want things to happen,...”
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Lover's Rock Tribute
‘Cause you take me to another level, Without regret to where I’m going So anyplace is fine, as long as I am knowing —that I have you So I’m thankful for the chance to share this opportunity
for both of us to take a glance into our future Just to see what can become of it Our own lover’s rock type of story
This song never gets too old.
she-whispers:
I used to think that some friendships could never end, simply because it was far too beautiful. The laughter, the bond, the ups and the downs, everything. Then I came across a dead end and I experienced what it’s like to lose a good friend. Actually, it isn’t something I lost but rather, something I have no other option but to let go. There is simply nothing I can do to make it...
“A friendship is like sand in your hand: if held loosely in the palm of your...”
– unknown
I wish you would see in yourself everything I see...
highflyer:
(via playdirty)